In her podcast, Deep Dive with Vanessa Mdee, the 32- year old confessed how addicted she was to alcohol to an extent of not making firm decisions.
She was not able to recognize herself anymore because her life was just but the routine – anxiety, depression were the faces of her everyday life. “I BECAME A PERSON OF HORRIBLE CHOICES. I COULDN’T´T RECOGNIZE MYSELF ANYMORE BECAUSE I WOKE UP EVERY DAY TRYING TO JUST GET BY AND I DON´T WANT TO JUST GET BY ANYMORE. MORE THAN EVER, I HAD MOMENTS OF ANXIETY AND MOMENTS OF DEPRESSION. I HAD MOMENTS OF. I DON´T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT¨ BECAUSE THIS PRESSURE IS UNNATURAL FOR A HUMAN BEING. AND WHAT COMES AFTER THAT?”